금요일, 4월 04, 2008
아이처럼..
Listening to: 임정희 [하늘아 바람아] on repeatTired~
Luckily i need not work today or else i will simply collapse into a heap like a melted snowman.
Anyway, happy belated birthday wishes to my parents (yup both of them) on the 2nd of april. And of cos, happy birthday to eunhyuk today~ ^^ no matter what DSP comes up with, the final outcome is still pretty much predetermined. So yeah, 슈주 화이팅!
Finally set up my own cyworld! *pats on the back* Lol. Ok and of cos thanks to kiwon오빠, eunjun and theresa too for their help. My first three 일촌. =) For people who might just have the slightest interest in it, its at
www.cyworld.com/angelmint84 . Spent one whole morning trying to set up a decent miniroom and mini-me. Ha. With courtesy of kiwon오빠, i got a song for my cyworld from him (but i think it costs less than 1SGD per song?) called [아이처럼] by 김동률. I reckon the title pretty much fits what he thinks of me. Oh well, the lyrics are quite sweet so i shall overlook the subtle hint that i am like a child to him..
I didnt say i wasnt in the first place..
As for eunjun he helped me to get the cyworld going and we ended up leaving readingtown at close to ten pm yesterday even though my last class ended at 830. Oops. So 고마워~ And he told me that he might be staying in singapore for a longer period of time instead of going back in august as he had previously planned.
Hearing him say that was like in stark contrast to when kiwon오빠 suddenly admitted that he is going to be transferred back to bosch korea 2 weeks ago. Was talking to him on the phone yesterday til 2am and he kept replaying this melancholic im jeong hee song. Said it had been a long time since he felt that he liked a particular song that much. Well, and he was bent on not revealing the exact date he is leaving to me cos he didnt want me to start counting down the days. No matter what, he is still the first korean friend i ever had so it is inevitable i feel some pangs of sadness on his departure.
'바보,멍청이, ben dan..' 계속 오랫동안 듣고 싶은데 안 되겠죠..
앞으로 잘 살고 항상 웃으면 좋겠어.
잘 가..
제가 역시 아이처럼..
[아이처럼] - 깅동률사랑한다 말하고 날 받아줄때엔더 이상 나는 바랄게 없다고자신 있게 말해놓고자라나는 욕심에 무안해지지만또 하루 종일 그대의 생각에난 맘 졸여요샘이 많아서 (아이처럼)겁이 많아서 (바보처럼)이렇게 나의 곁에서 웃는 게믿어지지가 않아서너무 좋아서 너무 벅차서눈을 뜨면 다 사라질까봐잠 못 들어요웃게 해줘서 (아이처럼)울게 해줘서 (바보처럼)이런 설렘을 평생에또 한번 느낄 수 있게 해줘서믿게 해줘서 힘이 돼줘서눈을 뜨면 처음으로 하는 말참 고마워요내게 와줘서꿈꾸게 해줘서'우리'라는 선물을 준 그대나 사랑해요
또 울어버렸다.. @ 2:04 PM